I am graduating. Holy crap. How did this happen so quickly?
Normally I don’t post these on my public blog but I am feeling very sappy tonight and shall share my feelings with everyone. ^.^
“I love you. We can talk forever and more after that, and I guess one time while we were talking, I went and fell in love with you. Or maybe it was a time when I wasn’t with you, and I realized that you were different. Special, you could say. Or it could have been when I was alone, and I realized that I was thinking about you, and not even realizing it. I don’t know when it happened, just that it did, and now it won’t go away. Every time I see you my throat tightens, my heart beats faster, my stomach goes crazy, and I wonder if you even kind of feel the same about me. I really want you to feel the same way. But for right now, you can just be my best friend. That’s all I want. For you to stay with me forever, in whatever way you see fit. Stay with me so we can talk forever and then some, laugh until our hearts can’t take it anymore, and be there when I need to cry on your shoulder, even if you don’t know why. At times I think that when you’re finally ready to be more than best friends, I won’t be here, but then I laugh at myself for even thinking that I won’t still be here waiting. I have never felt this way before, and it’s hard for my brain to think that I love you. But as hard as it is or how much I try to deny it, I know I do, because every time you smile, I’m reminded why I haven’t just given up on you, because I’m totally in love with you. And if you don’t feel the same way, that’s okay for now, as long as we can at least be best friends forever.”
This is something that I posted about my boyfriend on December 31 2011, (about one and a half months before we started dating) and he is still the most amazing person ever. And he my best friend, the only thing here that has changed is, I’m not waiting any more. :)
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boys in fights:
i hate you man fuck you
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girls in fights:
Your eyes are uneven and you're fat and you're an attention whore and you're dumb and I bet the only reason you have good grades is because you sleep with your teachers. Also, I had sex with your boyfriend. And also I deleted you off facebook and unfollowed you and I hope you live alone for the rest of your life and even your cats run away from you. PS your mom is sleeping with her yoga teacher. Bye, cunt.
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